humid, quite humid

monsoon is here.

i would love to be all romantic and say that
i love the smell of rain and the beautiful raindrops on flower petals

but no,
i strongly dislike (i will avoid using the H word for those romantic readers) the smell of rain, or to be precise, the smell just before it starts to pour
and i'm not a big fan of squelching shoes either

i think i once wrote about how i used to be excited to play in puddles
and i wish i hadn't lost that child in me but i had and yes i've moved on

this pouring rain in summer makes the weather even more humid and i'm not so fond of having sticky skin
especially when it rubs against someone else's sticky skin on the packed train

but i do like the atmosphere that accompanies rain
because i get to be moody even without the help of menstruation
and i get to feel romantically emotional

so right now i'm feeling mawkishly depressed
thus this should be rectified (or perhaps worsened) by listening to some tacky cheesy sad songs on youtube